You will invariably hit point in your life where you listen to something excellent and you don't like it. The music doesn't hit you in the sweet spot. You might even scoff or make a snide comment about it's derivation from something else you heard once, trying to prove your musical acumen. Other times, you (secretly of course) know that your brain just isn't quite ready to wrap itself around this particular endeavor. You actively look forward to the day when it allows you to devour this type of music and everything similar within a 20 genre radius. Other times though, things just click right from the first listen. Somehow both of these things happened simultaneously for me in the summer of 2003.
At that time, guitar driven rock was my personal muse (and has been since I reached the point where I didn't listen to strictly R&B and Rap. Said point came latter in my life than I'm willing to admit). I wish I had tales of finding my original heroes organically. In reality though, my much more intuitive friends had found them years before. I just gave the casual "of course I listen to Pink Floyd" shrug to my college friends, before going home to download their catalog and immerse my world in it. It was time for me to inundate myself with a combination of music and information in the hopes that someday soon I could confidently speak about the big names in our conversations. Then, who knows, it might be possible for me to sprinkle in some other bands that even my friends hadn't heard of yet. This task is what lead me to bumbling my way through the chicken scratch journals of Kurt Cobain. Amongst his scrawls were a series of lists of his favorite bands. The name Dinosaur Jr. seemed to appear on every list. What did this mean? Images of prehistoric infants performing oily rock tunes danced throughout my skull and to be honest, the name was just too damn enticing not to investigate.
I bought a CD (because that's what people did back then and hot damn it's what I still do) and it wasn't an easy transition. Through the first few listens, my brain didn't quite know how to process it, yet I couldn't give up and shelve it. While I wasn't ready for the angle from which the music was coming at me, the guitar had a quality I couldn't get away from. (I later learned this quality was "being awesome"). In reality, I didn't know
how to feel about it yet, but I knew I wanted to keep listening.
You're Living All Over Me, released in 1987 (!), showed me a mangled world where the guitar could be the most versatile instrument alive.
The assault began with the whitewall squall intro to "Little Fury Things". Anguished screams bathed in this mass of noise almost caused me to skip the track, but it's quickly followed by a subtle acoustic strum for the verse. Oh, "how fun" I thought, both styles in the same song. Little did I know that these first 40 seconds merely nicked the surface. The laconic drawl of the lead vocals I would come to embrace, and even some Lee Ranaldo (of Sonic Youth) backing vocals, balanced my unease with the intro and the song turned out to be borderline catchy. "Kracked" follows with a snarling bass intro. The guitar snakes it's way along with a nice lick throughout the first verse before the solo. Ah the solo. The first solo on this album has a wondrous build up, the kind that always conjures the image of a launching vessel headed to the darkness of space. It literally bursts forth, exploding as the wah peddle is danced upon almost as much as my soul. This is the first solo I can remember becoming completely obsessed with. The kind where you memorize it and then hum/sing/whine/fail your way through it every time it plays. I never had a chance. I was in.
Very few songs in the history of music have a title as appropriate as "Sludgefeast". A sprawling five minute three course meal of a tune that would fit in nicely in the evil lair of most super villains (provided they were heavy metal fans of course). Tonight they shall dine on Sabbath riffs as an appetizer, furious layered swirls of alien howls as an entree, and a blistering tempo-change fueled solo as a fine desert. This track was hard for me to appreciate at first. The changes made it feel almost like I was constantly hitting the next track on a random playlist in iTunes, allowing each track to play for 30 seconds. Nowadays this is one of the key tracks to play to introduce a new fan.
However, the track most often cited by critics and fans alike for it's inventiveness and excellence is "The Lung". Similar to "Sludgefeast", tempo change and shifting dynamics once again rule the day, but for me the revelation was the lack of lyrics. Not a word is uttered until 1:30 in, and then only one line is repeated twice before a solo begins. This solo churns along with such beauty and fluidity, one can see why the thought of being unencumbered by lyrics is such a grand thing. After repeating the two line "verse" one more time, the song closes using feedback as it's own instrument to help wrap up a truly masterful stroke of musical bliss. As much as I am a slaven master to the guitar, most listens continue to remind me of what a solid rhythm section the drum and bass provide. The break-neck tempo and swift changes wouldn't work if the band didn't swing as a unit and these gents can downright swang.
From there, "Raisans" uses the "Kracked" blueprint of placing a slick guitar riff-over-straightforward-rock, then following it with a killer solo. This formula is more than fine with me. It's the most to the point tune on the album and easily the one you could give to a girlfriend who likes music, but not nearly as much as you do. Just tell her to ignore the creepy, almost climaxing voice that comes in pre-solo. (Supposedly, this is a mental patient that had been recorded by the bassist, Lou Barlow when he was working in a group home as a young man. He now claims to really regret putting it on the album. Well, I mean yeah but...) Come to think of it, maybe skip that whole girlfriend thing.
Next up, "Tarpit" plods along with a swampy sludged-up stomp. The short intro is happy and upbeat. This is a ruse. The song trudges along with melancholy vocals, only to end with the howls of what can only be the spirits of dinosaurs past as they drown in the muck of the California tar pits themselves. I'm impressed they were able to record this while avoiding being bitten by a velociraptor.
"In a Jar" is a nice respite from the onslaught of ear-annihilation that precedes it. A jazzy drum fill leads into the tune while low slung bass dances about on this breezy ode to an imperfect love. This is one of the few tunes where the solo is truly restrained, coming in at only a clipped 15 seconds. Just in case it was getting a little too mellow or you were starting to get comfortable, more deranged recorded vocals immediately follow.
Our bassist Mr. Barlow, who is given two tracks per album (a tradition that continues to up to this day on any album that he has been on, with excellent results), proceeds to deliver in a big way on "Lose". The songs' seemingly backwards structure of putting the solo first helps to deliver a frantic sense of urgency that drips with the purported tension the bandmates felt for each other. The vocals are delivered in a way that are the polar opposite of everything else on the album. The sense that there was pent up aggression which would lead to an eventual band break-up is never more clear than here.
"Poledo" is up next. A
slight departure from everything else we've heard, this track packages together acoustic strums, tape loops, and pining vocals delivered in the bedroom of many a teenager around the world. It's odd. Perhaps the aim of this track was for it to be a lemon sorbet-esque pallet cleanser, allowing the listener to more easily transition back into the world where this type of music doesn't exist. Maybe someone lost a bet. I'll believe anything at this point.
Thankfully a solid Cure cover, "Just Like Heaven" redeems everything as an album closer. Taking a tune that helped define the shoe-gaze genre, Dino spices it up with a little more pace and some hearty "roars" sprinkled throughout. It also ends in such an abrupt manner that, like many others, I thought I had a defective copy of the CD for the longest time.
J Mascis, Murph, and Sweet Lou Barlow struggled to record (or tour/live) in a harmonious environment. Murph was constantly feeling the pressure and dissatisfaction of Mascis (himself a drummer). Lou wanted more credit and more freedom to bring his own music into the sessions, and J had to juggle all of this with his vision, which seemingly (and thankfully) won out. From all reports I've read, things were pretty rough. After only one more album, feelings boiled over into a 19 year hiatus. The urgency of their sound (especially in live shows from this era) display the discord front and center. When it comes down to it though, whatever strange brew of circumstances and talent came together to make this album, its tough to argue with the results.
This is my ultimate album. Calling it an ultimate album is strange, because I am sure there are albums I like more, listen to more, and will appreciate for longer. But for me, this was the album that I "found" (after about billion other people, but before all my friends so that's all that really matters). Plus, it was the one that helped me to become a lot more accepting of alternative sounds, tunings, song structures, and vocal stylings. It may not seem like it when you listen to it now, but in my sheltered musical world, this was a groundbreaking big deal. For the time being, everything else I review for this site will be compared to this, as impossibly difficult as that may be.